MY ANGEL

The sun has finally settled down,for the moon come and shine,
i am just sitting at the table,admiring an angel of mine,
the candles are lit and all the roses are kept in its place,
they seem so beautiful,because in every rose i see his face.

The dark open skies seem to proudly own so many tiny stars,
everytime i look into his eyes,i feel they all are just ours,
it is so pleasing to rest my head on his fatherly shoulder,
bringing back the innocent smile i had when i was a toddler.

He is the rainbow who adds color to my mind,body and soul,
i stood there silently smiling,when my little heart he stole,
from day one i knew,he was my journey and my heart's destiny,
he stood apart from the rest,even though he was a bit skinny.

Every second spent with him,feels like a never ending dream,
his smile eases all my pain,no matter how hard it might seem,
he is like those clouds,that melts above to bring rain down,
even amid hundreds of people,i feel only he is always around.

We had our share of fights,but still he is only one i adore,
i love him a lot b'coz a wave can't be kept away from its shore,
climats change and ice keeps melting and leaves keeps falling,
till my last breathe,his name is one i will always be calling.

No matter how broken,his presence itself does all the healing,
it is indeed very true,first love is such a pleasant feeling,
Some say love is a struggle and many seem to believe its true,
just keep smiling b'coz at the end "You Might Find An Angel Too".

I REALLY LOVE YOU.........

I am still learning about this thing called love I’m not perfect and that’s the rub.Your words have been locked in my heart and I have used them here.
When you held my hand and told me I was adorable I fell a littleWhen you looked into my eyes as you were inside me I fell a lotWhen you smiled at me with your dimples I felt breathless
Your words are like a vow a promise to be true and to last forsaking all othersI feel comfortable and let down my walls completely I have fallenYou have made me crumble at your feet and you tell me it’s the same for you. Is it true?
When you do what you do,When you say what you say,All the words in my head evaporate.
When you look into my eyes,When you give me your smile,My heart beats double time my pulse accelerates.
When we are one and I feel you in my heartWhen I feel you let me into to yoursI stop breathing just to hear your love.Love is mysterious and it can get bumpyLet’s hold each other so it is not so scary.
Is it physical sure but it is so much moreIt is like we’ve been here before.You say that I have brought out the man in you.The woman in me has been brought to the foreYou have brought out my daring side and it feels so natural so nice and you keep on saying that’s just right .
But my insecurities arise and you wear the brunt of another man’s sins.I’m sorry that this has chased you away.I’ll regret this to my dying day.

I MISH YOU.:(

I miss you,

I want to call you,

but I dare not,

'coz I don't know what to say.

I miss you,

I want to message you,

but I dare not,

'coz I'm afraid that you won't reply.

I miss you,

I want to messenger chat with you,

but I don't,

'coz I don't want to disturb the chat between you and him/her.

I miss you,

I want to look into your eyes,

but I won't,

'coz I know I'm just dreaming along.

I miss you,

I wish you were here,

but I know,

its almost impossible.

I miss you,

I want to hug you,

but I know,

its not gonna happen.

I miss you,

I wish you could stand by my side,

but I know,

this could only happen in my dream.

I miss you,

I want to know what are you doing,

but I can only know it through stalking your profile,

though you don't really update frequently.

I miss you,

I just want to know,

have you.. ever miss me,

even once..?

I need to know if you’re my true friend, will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, and trust them in your heart you’ll keep? We are neither of us without our flaws, can you accept mine as I will yours? I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue, will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, if you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, will you hold me and soothe my fears? I will give you joy and many warm smiles, can we share that even across many miles? I will not forget what’s important to you, will you remember what’s important to me too? With you my most favourite things I’ll share, If only I know do you truly care? If you can accept me as I do you, then I will know you are a friend most true.

Everyday i think of you.
Everyday you cross my mind.
Everyday i see something that reminds me of you.
Everyday im missing you.
Everyday i wish you were mine.
Everyday i wonder what could of been.
Everyday i think of why you did this.
& everyday im getting stronger.
Everyday im moving on.
But everyday ill always miss you.

I MiSs ThE tImE wE SpEnT 2GeThEr-I mIsS tHa* wAy YoU uSeD 2 hOlD mE-tHe wAy yOu RaN YoUr FiNgErS tHrOuGh mY hAiR-EvEn tHa* TiMeS wHeN yOu HuNg uP iN mY fAcE 4 TeLLiN* yOu 2 sHuTuP!-ThE wAy YoU tOlD mE yOu LoVeD-ThE wAy iT mAdE mE fEeL-I mIsS tHa* CuTe WaY yOu LaUgH-I mIsS hEaRiNg YoUr VoIcE-I mIsS sEeInG yOuR *#* oN tHa* CaLLeR ID aFtEr We GoT iN a FiGhT-HoW iT mAdE mE fEeL wHeN yOu SaId i WaS yOuR "FaVoRiTe"-ThE wAy We LoOkEd iN 2 eAcH oThErS EyEs aS iF tHe WhOlE wOrLd HaD StOpPeD aNd We WeRe tHe oNlY oNeS LeFt oN iT-I mIsS StAyIn* oN tHe PhOnE w/ YoU aLL HoUrS oF tHe nIgHt-ThE wAy yOu UsEd 2 aSk StUpId ?*s, aNd GeTtIn* mAd @ mE 4 nOt AnSweRiN* tHeM-I MiSs YoU!
*$* iM tIrEd oF aLL tHa* HuRt-Im TiReD oF aLL tHa* pAiN, I rEaLLy JuSt WiSh yOu WeRe hEre!*$*

The Wrong Way

The wrong way, no one ever does this,
We're the best of friends but at one time longed to kiss,

We have done things in opposite array,
But for us maybe God intended it this way.

I ended it all with following words from a friend,
From a pretend friend, who wanted my world to end.

You were my world, each breathe I took, everything I dreamed,
A friendship shouldn't come from this, but amazingly through the dark it beamed.

Maybe my mistake was some sign,
That you were meant to just be a great friend of mine.

I am feeling happy that we are still so close,
Even though we don't shared what I wanted most.

For now I understand what I have gained from all this,
A special friend, someone who for not one moment do I want to miss.